A night when I get frustrated and lose to myself
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I think in my head and become timid
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A morning when I lie down and can't get up
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To someone else it may seem like there's nothing
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But I think I'm just avoiding the "now"
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There are days like that too
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It feels like I'm running away but I'm actually fighting
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Inside my heart there's anguish that nobody can understand
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Everything visible is not all there is, you know
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Just when I thought I could finally stand up
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My body stops keeping up
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No matter how hard I try, it becomes apparent
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I become afraid of "failure" and "responsibility"
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There's always something that makes me tremble
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Even though I wish to become strong
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The ones pulling me toward the "self I want to be"
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Are the "self until now"
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And the "mistakes until now", I think
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In the bed where I can't sleep I search for the "answer"
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But I end up at the same "answer"
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It's probably something that seems "the same but different"
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There's accumulated time
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It's the "answer that I took another step forward" right?
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It feels like I'm running away but I'm actually fighting
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Inside my heart there's an anguish that nobody can understand
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Not everything visible is all there is you know
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It feels like I'm running away but I'm actually fighting
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Inside my heart there's an anguish that nobody can understand
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Everything visible is not all there is, you know
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