It's fine being alone, I thought, and had been thinking
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Until I met you and everything changed
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I thought that loving someone was stupid
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Because I knew that they would just betray me anyway
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The moon is so bright I cannot find you
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God, where did you hide him?
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I loved the birthmark on your cheek and the dimple you were shy about
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I loved your collarbone, which smelled like someone else
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I loved the days where we fought over silly things
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I loved the bed in the morning where we licked each other's wounds
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Humans are so strange, always worrying about others
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Next time I want to be reborn as a cat with you
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Suddenly the bell rings and the train begins to move
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And I'm alone on the station platform
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I loved the brand of cigarettes that you smoked
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I loved how you walked with too big of steps
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I loved talking about our dreams, even though you said it was boring
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I loved every bit of our tedious days
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Are you awake yet? I'm still asleep
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Oh well, should I make some coffee to wake you up?
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I had a scary dream - a dream that I lost what I have now
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I cling onto your arm and fall back asleep
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I loved the birthmark on your cheek and the dimple you were shy about
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I loved your collarbone, which smelled like someone else
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I loved the days where we fought over silly things
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I loved that you were there by my side
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