I want to paint, but when I closed the deal
So that it wouldn't be removed,
The hindrance that was lured out laughed.
Eating a terrible poor substitute that was already spoiled
It's a tough compensation for anyone, right?
Just hide your offers and your true self and run away.
Just blame me for everything that's bad.
My brain will never forgive
This sleeping jealousy and anger.
Avoiding failure and going mad, you existed in the end.
Why can't you live well?
The past that I saw that made me want to puke, just leave it unsettled.
The crumbling, vanishing heart that you're asking even now, just throw it all there.
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Those scratching itchy thoughts that aren't expected to get better,
They're just unsuited. From the start, they never fit.
Just passing the time, accepting everything that comes without thinking.
Even though you knew what to do, you pretended not to see.
I thought that I could just forget about lies and leave it at that.
My comfortable place was when I was all alone.
Without ever forgetting that jealousy and anger,
My brain fell even further.
I'd just met you,
And even now, my heart is convulsing in pain.
Avoiding failure and going mad, you existed in the end.
Why can't you live well?
The past that I saw that made me want to puke, just leave it unsettled.
My crumbling, vanishing self who you're asking even now,
You looked down on me, hated me and held me in scorn,
And threw me at that relieved, destroyed heart.