Another incident starts today.
Once again, a daily life centered on me.
Please, someone help me.
Please, someone, help me out of this unhappy me.
I'm being dragged into it.
I'm being beset by it.
Accidents, tragedies, and disasters-everything.
It's all my fault.
Words like happiness don't suit me.
Happiness is the last thing that suits me.
Ah, I'm sorry to everyone again today.
Everything is my fault.
A lie born from weak, cowardly self-pity.
I don't want you to find out.
Ah, am I really this foolish?
Someone, blame this self.
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The more I'm pitied,
The safer I feel.
That I'm strange,
I already know it long ago.
A warped, unconscious wish.
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In the morning I wake up with tears in my eyes.
The dream of someday laughing with everyone.
Even though it's self-inflicted.
I'm sorry.
The words bursting out
Have become all I can say.
Ah, I'm making you worry.
The guilt doesn't match up.
A secret I hid, too afraid to tell.
I don't want you all to find out.
Ah, I'm this broken.
Is there no choice but to be like this?
In front of everyone,
A little bit of selfishness
Will surely be forgiven
...Is it okay to be allowed such a luxury?
It's turned into a tangled mess
These upside-down feelings
Words like happiness to me
Are the least fitting for me
Ah, I'm sorry again to everyone today
Even though I'm a self-centered person
The heart I've blamed and killed
That will lift me up and accept me
Ah, I love you all so much
Surely I'll try to change.