the sweet scent that showered my dry throat
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my feelings begin to overflow continuously
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just like following a soccer ball
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don't look at me with that same gaze
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I've already gotten used to the third year in office
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but what did I lose instead?
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the adults who consider marriage as a penalty
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and the children who can never dream due to that
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because you're someone that I have fallen in love with,
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that girl that you have chosen is surely wonderful
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the past where we were able to argue about anything
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even the slightly uncomfortable discussion of love
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can be done properly now, at this age
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the more I wish for everyone to be happy
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the number of postcards taken with my husband increases
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the child that I wanted with you five years ago
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has no resemblance of me
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I have many love and dreams but
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if I could have stepped up a little more
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more useless household-like complaints would have been made
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wanting to run away from painful and melancholy things
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I don't need nights where I must drown in sweet cocktails
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facing the painful and melancholy things
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I run away once again from the long battle
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one day seems to feel very long but
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one year passes by very quickly
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one year seems to feel very quick but
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how well will I be able to live my life?
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