It's frustrating, it's really shameful
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If you want to laugh at my unstoppable tears, go on and laugh
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Isn't it very unfair? We're different the moment we're born
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I can only look enviously at your back that's distancing away
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"You're a genius", there's no way I can catch up
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I willfully set my limits on a meter by myself
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I really know it, I know the truth
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I know I worked hard more than anyone else
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I'm just pretending to not see
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I know it, I know it, but
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I say it won't work or be like this and
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Fooling everyone and myself and myself
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What in the world can I be proud of?
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Will that me someday laugh at the me right now?
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The sky is supposed to be much much bluer
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Now, start it right away!
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It's not an excuse, doesn't it make sense?
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Someday it will work out just fine
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...When is "someday" anyway?
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I say and spout it concerns nothing, nothing
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Completely, completely neglecting
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The actual problem here is why I am breathing
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The dream I dreamed is still just a dream of a dream
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I can't believe today is just the same as yesterday and tomorrow
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It doesn't matter however it is
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Even the eyes of people or the unusual pride
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I know it even if you don't say it
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My lower back won't move with just fancy talk
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Don't say "do your best" in a lighthearted way
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I want to do my best too, you know?
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My brain has went over it's capacity
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I say it won't work or be like this and
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Fooling everyone and myself and myself
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What in the world can I be proud of?
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Will that me someday laugh at the me right now?
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The sky is supposed to be much much bluer
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I look up at the sun and won't look away
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Now, start it right away!
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