angela - Boku janai Lyrics
Valvrave the Liberator 1st Ending Lyrics
Boku janai boku janai boku janai
Itsuka "ayamachi" wo yuruseru nara
"Aishikata" wo shiru mae ni "tatakaikata" wo oboeta
Bukiyouna boku no buki wa nani?
Tada shinu dake no jinsei na noni naze tsuyoku naritai no?
"Omoi no take" wa chiisana hako ni shimatta mama
Daiji ni daiji ni shiteta noni
Kantan ni fumikowasarete shimatta
Boku janai boku janai boku janai
Iiwake wo sagashite kizutsuku kakuritsu wa
ZERO janai ZERO janai ZERO janai
Itsuka "ayamachi" wo yuruseru nara
Itsuka "kawareru" to omoeru nara
Yaranakya ikenai koto bakari tsugi kara tsugi e to oshiyoseru
Yaritai koto wa nannimo dekite nai
Soredemo "ikanakya ikenai" to anmoku no RUURU dake de
"Sekinin" to "boku" wo ganjigarame ni shitai nara
"Nigetai" soremo oshikoroshite
"Kokoro" wa tozashite shimau hou ga kantan da
Boku janai boku janai boku janai
Itsu ikanaru toki ni otona ni nare to iu no?
Shiritaku nai shiritaku nai hontou wa shiritai
Boku no karada na noni kaji wo torenai
Boku no kokoro na noni seigyo dekinai
Mou sukoshi dake jibun wo shiretara
"Aishiteru" no tsukaikata wo oboetai...
Boku janai boku janai boku janai
Iiwake wo sagashite kizutsuku kakuritsu wa
ZERO janai ZERO janai ZERO janai
Itsuka itsuka itsuka "ayamachi" wo yuruseru nara
Itsuka "kawareru" to omoeru nara
This isn't me, this isn't me, this isn't me,
If I'll be able to forgive "sin" someday.
Before I knew "how to love," I learned "how to fight."
As awkward as I am, what is my weapon?
If we live only to die, why do I wish to become strong?
With "all of my feelings" sealed away in a little box,
So precious, though they were so precious to me,
They were so easily trampled upon and broken.
This isn't me, this isn't me, this isn't me.
I search for an excuse - the probability that I'll get hurt
Is not zero, it's not zero, it's not zero,
If I'll be able to forgive "sin" someday...
If I'll come to believe, someday, that "I can change."
So many things I absolutely have to do, closing in on me one after another;
I'm unable to do anything I actually want to do.
Even so, "I must proceed," I think, just following the unwritten rules.
If I want to follow that path and bind "myself" to "responsibility"...
Suppressing the voice inside that wants to run away
And sealing away the "heart" is the easiest choice to take.
This isn't me, this isn't me, this isn't me.
You say that I must, at any and all times, be an adult?
I don't want to know, I don't want to know - no, the truth is I want to know.
I can't take the helm of my own body.
I can't maintain control of my own heart.
If I could come to know myself just a little better,
I'd like to learn how to use the words, "I love you."
This isn't me, this isn't me, this isn't me.
I search for an excuse - the probability that I'll get hurt
Is not zero, it's not zero, it's not zero,
If, someday, someday, I'll be able to forgive "sin" someday...
If I'll come to believe, someday, that "I can change."
僕じゃない 僕じゃない 僕じゃない
いつか「過ち」を許せるなら
「愛し方」を知る前に 「戦い方」を覚えた
不器用な僕の武器は 何？
ただ死ぬだけの人生なのに なぜ強くなりたいの？
「想いの丈」は小さな箱に仕舞ったまま
大事に 大事にしてたのに
簡単に踏み壊されてしまった
僕じゃない 僕じゃない 僕じゃない
言い訳を探して 傷つく確率は
ゼロじゃない ゼロじゃない ゼロじゃない
いつか「過ち」を許せるなら
いつか「変われる」と思えるなら
やらなきゃいけない事ばかり つぎからつぎへと押し寄せる
やりたい事は何にもできてない
それでも「行かなきゃいけない」と 暗黙のルールだけで
「責任」と「僕」をがんじがらめにしたいなら
「逃げたい」 それも押し殺して
「心」は閉ざしてしまう方が 簡単だ
僕じゃない 僕じゃない 僕じゃない
いつ いかなる時に大人になれと言うの？
知りたくない 知りたくない 本当は知りたい
僕の体なのに 舵をとれない
僕の心なのに 制御できない
もう少しだけ自分を知れたら
「愛してる」の使い方を 覚えたい…
僕じゃない 僕じゃない 僕じゃない
言い訳を探して 傷つく確率は
ゼロじゃない ゼロじゃない ゼロじゃない
いつか いつか いつか「過ち」を許せるなら
いつか「変われる」と思えるなら
Romaji
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Boku janai boku janai boku janai
Itsuka "ayamachi" wo yuruseru nara
"Aishikata" wo shiru mae ni "tatakaikata" wo oboeta
Bukiyouna boku no buki wa nani?
Tada shinu dake no jinsei na noni naze tsuyoku naritai no?
"Omoi no take" wa chiisana hako ni shimatta mama
Daiji ni daiji ni shiteta noni
Kantan ni fumikowasarete shimatta
Boku janai boku janai boku janai
Iiwake wo sagashite kizutsuku kakuritsu wa
ZERO janai ZERO janai ZERO janai
Itsuka "ayamachi" wo yuruseru nara
Itsuka "kawareru" to omoeru nara
Yaranakya ikenai koto bakari tsugi kara tsugi e to oshiyoseru
Yaritai koto wa nannimo dekite nai
Soredemo "ikanakya ikenai" to anmoku no RUURU dake de
"Sekinin" to "boku" wo ganjigarame ni shitai nara
"Nigetai" soremo oshikoroshite
"Kokoro" wa tozashite shimau hou ga kantan da
Boku janai boku janai boku janai
Itsu ikanaru toki ni otona ni nare to iu no?
Shiritaku nai shiritaku nai hontou wa shiritai
Boku no karada na noni kaji wo torenai
Boku no kokoro na noni seigyo dekinai
Mou sukoshi dake jibun wo shiretara
"Aishiteru" no tsukaikata wo oboetai...
Boku janai boku janai boku janai
Iiwake wo sagashite kizutsuku kakuritsu wa
ZERO janai ZERO janai ZERO janai
Itsuka itsuka itsuka "ayamachi" wo yuruseru nara
Itsuka "kawareru" to omoeru nara
English
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This isn't me, this isn't me, this isn't me,
If I'll be able to forgive "sin" someday.
Before I knew "how to love," I learned "how to fight."
As awkward as I am, what is my weapon?
If we live only to die, why do I wish to become strong?
With "all of my feelings" sealed away in a little box,
So precious, though they were so precious to me,
They were so easily trampled upon and broken.
This isn't me, this isn't me, this isn't me.
I search for an excuse - the probability that I'll get hurt
Is not zero, it's not zero, it's not zero,
If I'll be able to forgive "sin" someday...
If I'll come to believe, someday, that "I can change."
So many things I absolutely have to do, closing in on me one after another;
I'm unable to do anything I actually want to do.
Even so, "I must proceed," I think, just following the unwritten rules.
If I want to follow that path and bind "myself" to "responsibility"...
Suppressing the voice inside that wants to run away
And sealing away the "heart" is the easiest choice to take.
This isn't me, this isn't me, this isn't me.
You say that I must, at any and all times, be an adult?
I don't want to know, I don't want to know - no, the truth is I want to know.
I can't take the helm of my own body.
I can't maintain control of my own heart.
If I could come to know myself just a little better,
I'd like to learn how to use the words, "I love you."
This isn't me, this isn't me, this isn't me.
I search for an excuse - the probability that I'll get hurt
Is not zero, it's not zero, it's not zero,
If, someday, someday, I'll be able to forgive "sin" someday...
If I'll come to believe, someday, that "I can change."
Kanji
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僕じゃない 僕じゃない 僕じゃない
いつか「過ち」を許せるなら
「愛し方」を知る前に 「戦い方」を覚えた
不器用な僕の武器は 何？
ただ死ぬだけの人生なのに なぜ強くなりたいの？
「想いの丈」は小さな箱に仕舞ったまま
大事に 大事にしてたのに
簡単に踏み壊されてしまった
僕じゃない 僕じゃない 僕じゃない
言い訳を探して 傷つく確率は
ゼロじゃない ゼロじゃない ゼロじゃない
いつか「過ち」を許せるなら
いつか「変われる」と思えるなら
やらなきゃいけない事ばかり つぎからつぎへと押し寄せる
やりたい事は何にもできてない
それでも「行かなきゃいけない」と 暗黙のルールだけで
「責任」と「僕」をがんじがらめにしたいなら
「逃げたい」 それも押し殺して
「心」は閉ざしてしまう方が 簡単だ
僕じゃない 僕じゃない 僕じゃない
いつ いかなる時に大人になれと言うの？
知りたくない 知りたくない 本当は知りたい
僕の体なのに 舵をとれない
僕の心なのに 制御できない
もう少しだけ自分を知れたら
「愛してる」の使い方を 覚えたい…
僕じゃない 僕じゃない 僕じゃない
言い訳を探して 傷つく確率は
ゼロじゃない ゼロじゃない ゼロじゃない
いつか いつか いつか「過ち」を許せるなら
いつか「変われる」と思えるなら
English Title: It's not me
Description: 1st Ending
From Anime: Valvrave the Liberator
Performed by: angela
Lyrics by: atsuko
Additional Info:
Music composition by atsuko and KATSU
Music arrangement by KATSU
