I want to paint, but when I closed the deal
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So that it wouldn't be removed,
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The hindrance that was lured out laughed.
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Eating a terrible poor substitute that was already spoiled
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It's a tough compensation for anyone, right?
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Just hide your offers and your true self and run away.
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Just blame me for everything that's bad.
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My brain will never forgive
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This sleeping jealousy and anger.
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Avoiding failure and going mad, you existed in the end.
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Why can't you live well?
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The past that I saw that made me want to puke, just leave it unsettled.
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The crumbling, vanishing heart that you're asking even now, just throw it all there.
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Those scratching itchy thoughts that aren't expected to get better,
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They're just unsuited. From the start, they never fit.
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Just passing the time, accepting everything that comes without thinking.
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Even though you knew what to do, you pretended not to see.
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I thought that I could just forget about lies and leave it at that.
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My comfortable place was when I was all alone.
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Without ever forgetting that jealousy and anger,
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My brain fell even further.
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And even now, my heart is convulsing in pain.
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Avoiding failure and going mad, you existed in the end.
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Why can't you live well?
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The past that I saw that made me want to puke, just leave it unsettled.
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My crumbling, vanishing self who you're asking even now,
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You looked down on me, hated me and held me in scorn,
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And threw me at that relieved, destroyed heart.
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