Endless black night
Smoke of cycles intertwining, spreading wide
Can I see once more
That crimson maple leaf?
Its falling point impossible to predict
Spreading through the seams of time
Transparent lies like raindrops
Refusal
Until nothing needs compromise anymore
Whether the past or the unchanging
Once again I see those scenes
That only make emotions
Surge and overflow
Never asking how the future will play out
Only these stinging eyes right now
How can I ease the pain?
An indescribable sensation
Has opened something inside
Spiraling out of control, beyond recovery
Burning heat scorches my sight
A single point in focus
Suffocating and unforgettable
Half-transparent glass, doors, and rooms
Thoughts explode, rebound, leap away
Just to capture one last moment of you
Until we cross this endless, endless night
Even if the past cannot be rewritten
I refuse to see those obsessions
That only freeze the heartbeat
When will it finally be as I wish?
Returned to the starting point countless times
What words
Could ever bring me comfort?