I had a dream, a frightening dream,
where I became frozen solid behind your distancing back.
I was searching, once again,
for your temperature that should have been with me.
When I was stark naked and all alone at night,
there was no place for me to escape to.
Ah, before I knew it,
I was blaming myself while wandering on.
So please stay by my side,
and tell me you will never leave,
until I can silence the devil's voice,
I softly reaffirm your presence
as though I wouldn't want to lose you.
Even if my previous memories
were to become mistakes,
say, I think they'd still be beautiful.
I put on my favorite
blue butterfly hair clip
and danced in the wind.
When you saw that, you smiled,
saying it looked like a real specimen.
I am being swallowed by a swirl of light,
but it is a light almost too gentle.
I was getting myself ready
to pull the trigger...
So that's why we stayed together,
and made bodily contact.
As if I'm about to melt into your fingers,
I try to suppress the sound of my breathing
in that ecstasy.
Our parched promised
left behind a permanent scar,
which actually looks quite lovely.
So please stay by my side,
and tell me you will never leave,
until I can silence the devil's voice,
I softly reaffirm your presence
as though I wouldn't want to lose you.
I wouldn't care if one day
everything becomes a mistake.
I venture in love...