To get my happiness I had done everything,
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but had done nothing to be blamed and accused of.
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The sound of footsteps became louder every day,
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Then I noticed the fact there was not time.
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I was a believer in life to be myself always,
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and was asking whether I would be alive.
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Give me a reason why not to adopt in this way,
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or judge me to be guilty of so many incurable sins.
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Tell me why, or why not. Complaining way too much,
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maybe I overlooked something fatal for me.
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The whole world was at a complete standstill,
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and I was in fetters, at the mercy of the mob.
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The silent warning became louder every day,
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Then I kept pretending not to hear.
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The meaning had been in the eyes of the beholder all along.
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It had grown dark before I found a sign.
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"Among the nonsense tragedies, what on earth you are looking for?
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You only have to be honest to yourself and your own fate."
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Tell me why, or why not. Complaining way too much,
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maybe I overlooked something fatal for me.
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There is nobody who knows there will be nobody.
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Except for me, all the world has gone mad.
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So what is forgiveness you are willing to withhold?
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What is the well-being you are willing to make?
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Now what? So what? Don't you come interrupt me, oh please, while I am interrupting myself.
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