Chiharu Sawashiro - Ambivalents Video (MV)
Caligula Insert Song Video
Japanese Title: アンビバレンツ
Description: Insert Song
From Anime: Caligula
From Season: Spring 2018
Performed by: Ritsu Shikishima (CV: Chiharu Sawashiro)
Year: 2018
Taihai teki na yume wo kasane
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Ai mo kawarazu
+
Owari no mienai
+
Kotae wo sagashite ita
+
Mousou heki na yume no naka de
+
Kyou mo dareka ga
+
Kudaranai mirai wo
+
Daiji sou ni kakaete iru
+
Ah…
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Kizukanai mama
+
Itsuwatte kita kimochi know…
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Torimodosu tame
+
Unmei wo makimodose
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Tozasareta sekai de
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Aa boku wa
+
Zetsubou no hibi wo
+
Gomakashi tsuzukete ita
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Dare demo naku boku jishin no tame
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Uta e ima koko de
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Kakumei wo
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Aiso warai mo sama ni natte
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Kyou mo boku ha
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Owari no mienai
+
Akui wo kakushite wa
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Kyoushin teki na ego ni mamire
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Tanin wo kenashite
+
Kougeki suru koto de
+
Jibun wo seitou ka shite ita nda
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Tozasareta sekai de mitsuketa
+
Kimi to yuu hikari wo
+
Motome tsuzukete wa
+
Bukiyou na kotoba wo tsumuide
+
Sakebe ima koko de
+
Tozasareta sekai de
+
Aa boku wa
+
Zetsubou no hibi wo
+
Kaete yuku tame ni
+
Dare demo naku boku jishin no tame
+
Sakebe ima koko de
+
Kakumei wo
+
Layering decadent dreams
+
As always
+
With no end in sight
+
I was searching for an answer
+
In a delusional fantasy (dream)
+
Today, again, someone
+
Is carrying a meaningless future
+
As if it were precious
+
Ah...
+
Without realizing
+
The feelings I've been lying about, you know...
+
In order to reclaim
+
Rewind fate
+
In a closed world
+
Ah, I am
+
The reality of despair
+
I kept masking it
+
For no one but myself
+
Sing now, here
+
For a comeback
+
Even a polite smile suits me
+
Today too I am
+
No end in sight
+
Hiding the malice
+
[thanks for visiting animesonglyrics.com]
Drenched in fanatical self-love
+
Belittling others
+
By attacking
+
I was justifying myself
+
In a closed world I found
+
The hope you represent
+
I keep seeking
+
Weaving my awkward true feelings
+
Shout now, here
+
In a closed world
+
Ah, I
+
The reality of despair
+
In order to change it
+
For no one but myself
+
Shout now, here
+
For a comeback
+
退廃的な夢を重ね
+
相も変わらず
+
終わりの見えない
+
答えを探していた
+
妄想癖な幻想（ゆめ）の中で
+
今日も誰かが
+
くだらない未来を
+
大事そうに抱えている
+
Ah…
+
気付かないまま
+
偽ってきたキモチ know…
+
取り戻すため
+
運命を “巻き戻せ”
+
閉ざされたセカイで
+
嗚呼 僕は
+
絶望の現実を
+
誤魔化し続けていた
+
誰でもなく僕自身のタメ
+
歌え 今此処で
+
起死回生（かくめい）を
+
愛想笑いもサマになって
+
今日モ僕ハ
+
終わりの見エナイ
+
悪意を隠しては
+
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狂信的な自己愛に塗れ
+
他人を貶して
+
攻撃することで
+
自分を正当化していたんだ
+
閉ざされたセカイで見つけた
+
君という希望を
+
求め続けては
+
不器用な本音を紡いで
+
叫べ 今ここで
+
閉ざされたセカイで
+
嗚呼 僕は
+
絶望の現実を
+
変えて行く為に
+
誰でもなく僕自身のタメ
+
叫べ 今此処で
+
起死回生（かくめい）を
+
Romaji
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Taihai teki na yume wo kasane
+
Ai mo kawarazu
+
Owari no mienai
+
Kotae wo sagashite ita
+
Mousou heki na yume no naka de
+
Kyou mo dareka ga
+
Kudaranai mirai wo
+
Daiji sou ni kakaete iru
+
Ah…
+
Kizukanai mama
+
Itsuwatte kita kimochi know…
+
Torimodosu tame
+
Unmei wo makimodose
+
Tozasareta sekai de
+
Aa boku wa
+
Zetsubou no hibi wo
+
Gomakashi tsuzukete ita
+
Dare demo naku boku jishin no tame
+
Uta e ima koko de
+
Kakumei wo
+
Aiso warai mo sama ni natte
+
Kyou mo boku ha
+
Owari no mienai
+
Akui wo kakushite wa
+
Kyoushin teki na ego ni mamire
+
Tanin wo kenashite
+
Kougeki suru koto de
+
Jibun wo seitou ka shite ita nda
+
Tozasareta sekai de mitsuketa
+
Kimi to yuu hikari wo
+
Motome tsuzukete wa
+
Bukiyou na kotoba wo tsumuide
+
Sakebe ima koko de
+
Tozasareta sekai de
+
Aa boku wa
+
Zetsubou no hibi wo
+
Kaete yuku tame ni
+
Dare demo naku boku jishin no tame
+
Sakebe ima koko de
+
Kakumei wo
+
English
[show all]
[show all]
Layering decadent dreams
+
As always
+
With no end in sight
+
I was searching for an answer
+
In a delusional fantasy (dream)
+
Today, again, someone
+
Is carrying a meaningless future
+
As if it were precious
+
Ah...
+
Without realizing
+
The feelings I've been lying about, you know...
+
In order to reclaim
+
Rewind fate
+
In a closed world
+
Ah, I am
+
The reality of despair
+
I kept masking it
+
For no one but myself
+
Sing now, here
+
For a comeback
+
Even a polite smile suits me
+
Today too I am
+
No end in sight
+
Hiding the malice
+
Drenched in fanatical self-love
+
Belittling others
+
By attacking
+
I was justifying myself
+
In a closed world I found
+
The hope you represent
+
I keep seeking
+
Weaving my awkward true feelings
+
Shout now, here
+
In a closed world
+
Ah, I
+
The reality of despair
+
In order to change it
+
For no one but myself
+
Shout now, here
+
For a comeback
+
Kanji
[show all]
[show all]
退廃的な夢を重ね
+
相も変わらず
+
終わりの見えない
+
答えを探していた
+
妄想癖な幻想（ゆめ）の中で
+
今日も誰かが
+
くだらない未来を
+
大事そうに抱えている
+
Ah…
+
気付かないまま
+
偽ってきたキモチ know…
+
取り戻すため
+
運命を “巻き戻せ”
+
閉ざされたセカイで
+
嗚呼 僕は
+
絶望の現実を
+
誤魔化し続けていた
+
誰でもなく僕自身のタメ
+
歌え 今此処で
+
起死回生（かくめい）を
+
愛想笑いもサマになって
+
今日モ僕ハ
+
終わりの見エナイ
+
悪意を隠しては
+
狂信的な自己愛に塗れ
+
他人を貶して
+
攻撃することで
+
自分を正当化していたんだ
+
閉ざされたセカイで見つけた
+
君という希望を
+
求め続けては
+
不器用な本音を紡いで
+
叫べ 今ここで
+
閉ざされたセカイで
+
嗚呼 僕は
+
絶望の現実を
+
変えて行く為に
+
誰でもなく僕自身のタメ
+
叫べ 今此処で
+
起死回生（かくめい）を
+
